Well,
What to say... hmmm... let see....
got asked for some sex this morning by a stranger, well he is not actually a stranger, but he has been acting like one for the past month or so...
Of course I had to decline. ..
First off, because my little one was home, and secondly... hell no... I am not the sex store...
I must admit, it has been a while since I seen him, and it usually pretty satisfying accept for the fact he is not very intimate, and sometimes its a little quick...
SEX... my weakness...
I want so bad not to do it, but it’s like a drug to me.
I just finished this booked called "Addicted" by Zane...
Man, she spoke to me in that book. My situation is not quite the same as hers, but it is similar.
It’s a problem that I need to address, It’s weird, because when I do really good for a while, there is always this major temptation, that I can not fight off.
I want so hard to be true to myself, and want more for myself, and be a good Christian.
But I am weak... My flesh is week.
Is there are cure?
I think I am using it as a substitution for some other things...
You would think with me knowing that, I would make better decisions, but yet I continue to make the same mistakes...
What a dumb ass...
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