A little better

Well,

I feel a little better today. I figured i would post some of the things that have happened since the last couple of post.

1. got that position i applied for.
- keeps me very very bus
- kind of gets on my nerves
- dont get to do any school work.

but i get paid a little more.

2. Had the opportunity to hang out with a friend I met about a year ago, he is really cool nice guy.. but lives far away, and has lots of stuff going on.

3. Mom moved out...
- more bills, plus i give her money for taking care of my rugrat.
- have my owns space

4. School is almost out for the semester,
- kind of jacked up my grades, doesnt look like i will have any A's but hopefully at least B's

5. Still single,
- been feeling kind of lonely
- had a little taste of what its like to share your life with someone, 2 weekends and would like to experiance more of that... dont think thats going to happen

So all in all..

things are not all bad.

just a bunch of personal issues
Lonely
still fat...
little hard on myself ...

but all in all i am blessed..

thank you Jesus

Life still sucks

well i was hoping the next time i dropped a line it would to spread great news...

but just wanted to stop by and remind myself,

that i am a fat stupid looser...

and that apparently will never change...